What I have learned with Them before I decided to start sharing my experiences:


According to Them, time is not linear in the Universe. The human mind has a need to have timelines, deadlines, dates, calendars and times. The messages I get are more on a general level: some events are happening, in the future, in the past, ongoing, coming your way. I never get direct times or dates, so these ”predictions” can happen next week, in a year or in 20 years.

For example, as a 20 year old girl, I visited a channeler who told me I will get the red cottage I want. I was confused since I did not want a red cottage at all. At a mature age, a red cottage is a dream of mine.

As I listened to the tape of the channeling 20+ years later, the message as a whole made much more sense. It also said I will one day be writing. Back then I had no interest towards writing. The message was real, my human mind could not and did not want to understand that their messages lived in another kind of time as mine. My time was linear, as theirs was not.


All energies and vibrations of the universe are in unity with each other. They´ve told me there is no hierachy in the energetic world. Yet another challenge for my human mind that believes in levels, also in goodness. But still, they said there are different kinds of energies, with different levels of vibrations, with different missions and different ways of affecting and visualizing. But there is no hierarchy, therefore no energy is above the other.

For example, I had a visit from three so called angels. They gave me their names. As energies of unity, they showed themselves as a colorful, vibrating essence of light. But shown separately, one was vibrating with colors, one as if it was a web of strings made of delicate light. And the third one was pure light.

They were aiming at making me understand that loving high energies are together- in unity, as are we all. As we, with our minds love to understand things that are sorted out simply in boxes , timelines, schedules and categories, unity is a really demanding concept to comprehend: the seamless connection of everything.


They once explained me love. The human mind often understands love as affection towards another person or being. Intimacy, willingness to show affection and care. Emotional connection between beings.

They told me love is in everything living, in all energies. Love is even loss, sorrow and so many other feelings we often understand as negative or stressful. Even painful. But love is complex and entwined in all things in life. Love is respect, love is vibration, love is caring, love is letting go, love is grieving, love is healing, giving and so much more. They showed me love as a moving web of delicately united vibrating strings of life- connected to each other and constantly living. A web that exists everywhere at all times. It looked golden and soft pink.

Receiving love is about constant movement of energy: call for love, open yourself to love, believe you are worthy of it and ultimately about love for yourself.

Sending love is also crucial according to them, since all energy moves and flows. Get into that flow, if you feel the call for it. Send loving energy out of your free will. Because: when there is no needs, wants or expectations, that is when They enter.

Synchronicity. Everything is about synchronicity. Sending and receiving.

Mindblowing but at the same time so simple, is it not?


During summer 2021, They told me the biggest hindrance in my life causing pain, stagnation and frustration is my ego. I had never studied ego in my life, but since They suggested some removal of mine, I read online about it. I found this article rather helpful (lot of ego removal material is to be found online): https://higherselfconcepts.com/how-to-get-rid-of-ego/

The process itself began one day during meditation. They asked me if I was willing to let go of the power of my ego, and as I after studying the subject, said yes- they started working with me. I got tasks to do on daily basis, eg. “touch someones heart every day”. I actually noticed the moments in my days when that happened.

During one meditation, They asked for my permission to work with the removal. Sometimes They warned it might feel a bit painful and awkward, since my ego was strong and it was deeply rooted in me. And so it was.

I felt pain in my lugns. In my hips, where I have a lot of emotional tension that has gathered in my muscles and fascia. I felt electrical vibrations in my root chakra. Heat in my throat. All areas that I have had health issues with. They told me these conditions were caused by my powerful ego, and they will heal- eventually. The healing would according to Them take a while, and I think I am still in process of healing. I think it took about one week or so, as they processed my ego during meditation, and I was doing my “chores” as asked.

I am not sure if it has totally gone yet or if it is transformed somehow, but I do see myself as more open, patient and less fearful and anxious of the future. I feel softer I rely more on what is about to come, even if I have no idea what it might be. I trust more, and procrastinate less.

But since ego was a topic they lifted up with me, and wanted me to work with it as they worked with mine, it could be worth your while to look into the subject too?

It is quite interesting to become aware of the elements in us that are slowing down our own progress in life. Elements we feel we need and want to hold on to (that is what ego does). At least I did, until I learned more about it.

I thought my ego with its force is essential to me, for survival and protection of my personality. What I thought was the essence of me.

I am still me, my soul is intact. But my edges are less pointy, my shell is gone and I rely more to life carrying me forward as it is meant to happen.


One day I was thinking of Reiki and healing as a part of my journey. I had begun to feel like the use of symbols in Reiki for sending and receiving of energy no longer was necessary in my life. So, I asked about it.

They told me symbols in use of healing, sending and receiving energy is a great way to start your spiritual journey. These methods have been created for our minds to be able to accept the process, since energy is not easily understood, seen, felt or cathegorized in our minds.

Symbols are a tool of development for us, and they create our minds a safe space to grow and build our belief in higher energies- powers if you want to say so.

They told that as soon as you accept the fact of constantly moving loving and healing energies, and you open up your mind to the flow, synchronicity and unity- you no longer really need to use the symbols. At that point, you accept the continuous flow, the never ending vibrations, the permanent connection with the unity.

I still use Reiki and symbols at times, especially when delivering healing to a person or an animal.

To me it feels like an assurance of the healing. It took me about 5 years to feel safe to let go of the symbols. Your journey might be shorter, you may not feel the need for them at all. Or, it can take longer. Be patient, whichever way it goes. Your intuition will tell you when you are ready to take the leap.

A friend of mine asked me to pose a question for her about evolving and her being able to develop her connection, and the reply was again very simple: They see everything. They know where you are spiritually. They are with you at all times. When you reach out for them, they will help you. But in a way and when They see fit. Not the way or when you want them to.

They said the need for opening up, getting more connected must come from a space of selflessness.

“When there is no needs, wants or expectations, that is when we enter”. This is what They have repeatedly told me.

As a tip to my friend, they said: “Remember that energy is constant movement. Synchronicity, in unity. To receive, the easiest way is to give. You all posess the skills of healing in you, the intent to do so is crucial. When you give, you receive”

I send healing, love, care and whatever I feel is needed in the world, when the idea comes to my head. For example during the biggest Delta covid-19 wave, I sent healing and love to India and Asia. I could be at the beach in the sun, lying down, sending out energy through my heart chakra. If the news make me sad, I take a few minutes and send intuitively energy to a place, event, to people or to the nature. There are no symbols, rituals or long meditations needed: the intent, the will and the action.

They told me there is so much pain in the world right now, so much love and healing is needed. All sending of energy is needed, all conduits are needed- and there are many of us out there. They call us their beacons of light.

Luckily in these shifting energies, the amount is increasing.

In Reiki we are taught that we need to send energy to a place where it is accepted and needed. I was wondering about that, since people in India did not ask me to send energy. They told me the energy I send will always fit a need somewhere, it will always find a place to help. It will always land where it is needed. The intent is more important than the acceptance of a specific person. Energy moves in magnetic ways. Love will find a place where love is needed, as does healing and so on.

If you want to develop your connection to the Unity, try sending energy, with no intent to gain something of it?


As I began to communicate with Them, I often asked who was communicating with me. Sometimes They told me, sometimes not. I was soon told, that Their names are not important in the Universe, as they are in unity, synchronized. I no longer ask. If They want me to know who I am discussing with, they will let me know. When they tell me, I will write the name in the blog post.

I have discussed with my soul guide, Zimon. I have channeled several names we attach to angels. I have channeled souls who feel the need to connect with their loved ones.

All I know is, I feel, see and hear their presence as a loving, caring and strong energy I fully trust. Souls seem to vibrate in another way, and higher (let´s say angelic) energies have a different, stronger vibration.

I seem to focus on the words so much while receiving messages, that I forget the content soon after the message. I record the message to remember, and from now on: what is not personnally for me- I share with you.

They have also tested me with so called “lower energies”. Luckily I recognized the difference and told that energy to leave. They spoke in a completely different way. They felt different. Like gravel compared to silk.

I protect myself with grounding, asking for protection to me and my energy, I ask for cleansing my energies when I feel heavy or sick. So far it has worked well. When They have something to say, they let me know by signaling me in ways I already recognize. They are so polite. They never disturb me when it is not suitable. But they are active when I am alone.

Low energies

Since childhood we are presented the concept of evil. Starting with kids fairy tales. Deep down I have feared the dark and the concept of evil as long as I can remember. Since I began my journey with Reiki, these fears have slowly faded away. I recognize so called lower energies, I tell them to leave and I protect my energy.

They told me there is no valid reason for holding on to fear, since light and love are strong. The so called lower energies are not, according to Them, bad or evil ones, but more undeveloped ones on their path. That is why their vibrations can feel raw and awkward, even scary.

A friend of mine experienced the sense of dark or “low energies” in her home. She saw dark flashes before her eyes in some situations. She felt a bit anxious in her home in some moments, as if she had company she did not want.

She asked me to ask Them what it was. They told me that when a light appears- so do the flies. But that is all they are. They said some stray energies are naturally drawn to light. She was the light. These energies are simply a bit lost. The easy way to get rid of these, if you do not want them around you, is to tell them to go. To give them no space in your energy. Not to accept them. That is what I told my friend.

They said this one was a reflection of a soul, like ripple in the water. A mere shadow. This specific shadow of a soul belonged to a person who was attached to my friends flat. Not her. I cleaned her home with Reiki, and she did not feel this “ripple” again.

If there is no hierarchy in the energetic world, I guess all sorts of energies blend in as a whole- all with their own purpose, and ripples in the water are just ripples. Nothing more than that.

One question I have yet to ask Them: is it our duty to guide these stray souls or energies where they should be. I havent been ready to ask that yet, since I suppose the answer includes work.

Work of light.

I have suffered from nightmares at times, and I have asked about the reason. They feel so real, so vivid. Due to my fear of the low energies, evil and dark, I had to ask Them what the dreams were about. Why was I tormented with such lifelike awful experiences?

They told me I was doing light work during my sleep. I was sent to support people and events in hard situations, even dangerous. And sometimes I remember it.

In a way I was relieved: I was not haunted or something. I was helping out. But I felt so fearful, almost panicked after some dreams. I asked Them how I could make it easier. And They replied: try to remember your duty in that moment. You are helping out with your energy, with your light.

It is not you, it is your light you carry to the moment to that person or that event.

This has slowly become easier, as I sometimes remember through my dream that “this is not me, this is my job”. Sometimes it feels too much, and I ask for waking up. And I do. Although, giving up feels bad afterwards sometimes. I am still training being stronger in these situations.

If you experience bad dreams you remember, this could possibly be the reason for you too. So many of us are doing Their light work during our time of rest.

They also like repeating a lot. Like teachers, I guess.

Published by Azanah Soul

I am a middle aged Scandinavian woman. I have lived my whole life seeing, hearing and feeling energies. For quite a long time, I thought everyone had the same expecience. As I began my journey with Reiki in 2015, these sensations gradually got stronger, year by year. After finishing my Master level in India, I truly opened up for the work of light. During the past year, this connection with energy flow in my life grew stronger, and I started receiving messages: from souls to their loved ones, information, messages and guidance from high energies of the Universe. They lovingly told me I am a conduit, and my mission in this life is to pass on the messages I receive. I am one conduit of many, channels as you may say, among us all. Our general mission is to spread Their love and light forward, in different ways. As one of the first steps in fulfilling this mission of mine, I started this blog. I live a regular life in general. I aim at nothing by writing the messages I receive. I change nothing in them. I believe that the ones who are meant to find the channeled messages, do so. If not, I believe I will receive guidance for delivering the messages to the right recipient. I hope you find some comfort, love, light and guidance from the content of this blog. This blog is not about me, therefore I am not in the spotlight and I will not reveal much about myself. The messages are relevant. I am simply a conduit, a pen to the storytellers message of love and light.

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